as i sit here and start to cry
while i type this
the words are very hard to come out.
though the thought of me holding it in for another minute kills me each and every second.
the hurt of someone hurting you emotional is horrible.
the hurt of someone hurting you physically is a complete different story.
ive never told this to anyone, but ive been in a domestic violence situation,
the years have gone by, but the memories havent been forgotten.
this is my step one, and watching and hearing about others stories have really helped me to saying this.
i know this is a blog, and who ever is reading this thinks im trying to get attention,
but im not.
this is for me.
i need this.
it helps.