I was married, once. I married the first man I truly loved. Thought we had this whole fairy tale thing going on. It was, he was amazing. We were amazing. And then he did something, something stupid and thoughtless and mean. Kinda something I was not willing to forgive. So I left him and I left him behind and I went on and I live this whole other life now. And it's good, it's fine, I have a great guy, a doctor, my life is damn near perfect. But every once in a while I think about that guy and the fairy tale thing we had. I wonder if we'd still be amazing if we were together now. And I'll never know. Cause the minute it got hard, the minute it stopped being a fairy tale, I cut and ran. Real life is hard, real stuff takes work. Real life is sometimes heartless and mean. But that doesn't cancel out the love. So if you don't love this girl, walk away. But if you look at her and you know she's the one, you owe it to yourself to give her a second chance.Not all wounds are superficial. Most wounds run deeper than you can imagine. You can't see them with the naked eye. & then there are the wounds that take us by surprise. The trick with any kind of wound or disease is to dig down & find the real source of the pain - & once you've found it, try like hell to heal that sucker.

i have a cold
and it reallllyy suuckks!!!

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m-break

-working at theatre camp,
-go first timeer tanning
-party like a rock star
-all nighter

:)
those are my plans,
hope you all have a great march break
<3
lots of love,
life your life,
eb

i feel like shit,
cause i dont know what to do.
ugh.
i feel like im alone right now,
like honestly, for the last two days
it seems to me that im a ghost
and no one sees me.
i know it sounds pathetic,
and like i want attention,
but idk, i feel good. but at the same time
i feel alone.
im in a funk.
what can i do about it bloggers?
grow up?
i think so.