"You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't tell you that he loves you. And you feel like you've done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store or swallowed pills or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you're tired. You're in a car with a beautiful boy and you're trying not to tell him that you love him and you're trying to choke down the feeling and you're trembling, but he reaches out and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you've discovered something you don't even have a name for.

can you say super pumped to see the new alice in wonderland movie.
tim&johnny&helena=pure bliss
super pumped.

on other news. jon and kate.
are divorce.
it was coming but, i cannot deal with it. i feel so goddamn bad for those kids. but its the right thing to do for them. growing up i went through a tough time when my mom and dad were getting a divorce. the fighting was too much. its good that their getting it before they get too bad. poor kids though. i feel so bad. (L)

road trip with poppa tomorrow. good time s:)

math exam at 8






history at 12

good luck

stay golden p o n y booi

You are every reason,
every hope,
and ever dream I've ever had,
and no matter what happens to us in the future,
every day we are together is the greatest day of my life.
I will always be yours.
And, my darling,
you will always be mine.

amazing weekend.
great to get my mind off of things.
please forgive me baby bottle pop.
love always.

a bio

She's only sixteen years old. She's not perfect, never has
been, never will be.
She's emotional and she doesn't think
about things before she says them. She'll say some things
that will make you want to strangle her.
She'll probably hurt
you and make more mistakes than you can imagine. She
doesn't mean to, but she probably will. However, she'll
apologize.
She's still learning about everything, even if she
thinks she already knows it. She's been hurt. Sometimes she
feels so alone she can't stand it. Other times she's so happy
she can't believe it.
She's just trying to figure out this twisted
time in her life when everything gets real complicated, real
fast.
And everything seems to spin out of control before she
ever begins to understand what's going on. But she loves,
laughs, and does her best.
And that's all you can ever ask of her.

--today shall be interesting.
--a day to think.
--have a good weekend :D

todays society.

they realization of the actually truth of totays society. but the reality of it actually happening to you. is fucking scary shit! the unemployment of a guardian sucks. legit. the fact is that i am going to need to get a job and have to pull my weight. at 16. the thought scares me, and made me break down today. though i was home alone all night, so it was probably the break down lasted for 3 hours. anyways.. i dont know what to say, nor do. all i know is. that reality bites.
the only thing that makes me not think of it is my art. its the one thing that makes me beat. it used to be music but honestly. i found my passion. this is it. always --xx

hi hello this is emma bradley

long time no see stranger!
well its that time of the year..
that fucking school finally ends. which is a great thing!
though theres so many projects and stressful shit going on.
dwi.
im getting new glasses.. for like doing stuff not important.
aka like playing baseball or going to the movies
wanna see what they look like
BAAAMMMMMM!! :)
pwn`d. i got my inspiration from my poppa. :)
hopefully ill be able to get them by next week.
heres a little poem writing thang..





"If you change your mind, I’m the first in line. Honey I’m still free, take a chance on me. If you need me, let me know, going to be around. If you’ve got no place to go, if you’re feeling down, if you’re all alone when the pretty birds have flown; honey I’m still free, take a chance on me. Going to do my very best and it ain’t no lie, if you put me to the test, if you let me try. Take a chance on me--that’s all I ask of you honey--take a chance on me.”


Talk soon..
lots of love (L)

dirty rude bwoy

have you ever heard of nipple chafing ? :P
the office. gotta love it.

I wanted to tell him that I will never be sorry for loving him. That in a way I still do- that maybe I always will. I’ll never regret one single thing we did together because what we had was very special. Maybe if we were ten years older it would have worked out differently. Maybe. I think it’s just that I’m not ready for forever.

Their plan had been very simple: to stay together for the rest of their lives.
A plan that anyone within their circle would agree was accomplishable.
They were best friends, lovers and soul mates, destined to be together,
everyone thought. But as it happened, one day destiny greedily changed its mind.

Maybe I've Seen it the whole time.

Maybe we can make it if we're heart to heart.
And we can build this thing together,
stand in stone forever, nothing's gonna stop us now.
And if this world runs out of lovers we'll still have each other.
I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you,
whatever it takes to stay here with you.
Take it to the good times, see it through the bad times.
Whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do.
Let them say we're crazy.
What do they know?
Put your arms around me, baby, don't ever let go
Lets be together forever.
And grow the fuck up,
but just remember baby, im gonna be
and always be the one who picks up the pieces
Just remember, sometimes you might have to ask for once and not always gett it.
I'm not always gonna go and run right to you. It's going to take time.
I'll pick you up. You better catch me.